i've been working here for two years...yet not much is changing. some people are working really hard here...some just occasionally work...even few are literally just there.me...i get the chance to taste each once in a while. but i dare to say that i earned my income fair and square...never asked that weren't served on my table.
but if others say people like me...civil servants in general..are just lazy, money-oriented and useless...i am the one who will stand against them because i've been raised well by hard-working civil servants...honest ones who devoted their times to serve this country with people who sometimes don't even try to appreciate it. but i won't deny the fact that some of us deserve to be put in the box of that unpleasant stigma. and honestly, i've been really sick of them quite sometimes.
there were times i'd like to yell at them, 'hey sir...you too ma'am...before you judged me....before you criticized the way i worked my ass around here, take a look at yourself! have you done your job accordingly...before you lectured me of how to be on time, take a look at the machine in front of you..it was your name under mine...and in case you haven't noticed, the machine said you were late.
but you see..lately i've been thinking...why should i go with that drama. all i have to do is waking up early in the morning..take the first bus and voila! i don't have to deal with that wishy washy talk. yes, i should do that...i should do my job....my responsibility.
