i just deactivated my account on FB...simply because i've had enough with people procrastinate other on facebook; i've had enough with people loathing angers and mostly because i've had enough with myself quoting wise words and still don't affect anyone. i've had enough unsubscribing people i don't like instead of deleting them just because i don't want to be confronted by them.
a friend of mine (who has no FB account) once said 'why would you want to torture yourself befriend with someone you don't like?' and i said 'they invited me and it would be rude not to accept'...and she said, 'and then what? you're gonna hide all posts they made?'; i said 'yes'...and she smiled away.
just now, i feel like she made a good point. the truth is i'm not that well-socialized...i like being in a small-intimate circle of friends. and it kills me having people i don't like commenting my updates, but removing them would be antagonistic. i am that kind of person; the one who hates everyone but never dare to be blunt about it.
so i'm gonna stop pretending...starting with closing the account until i find out whether or not i'm still the same person.
