my dear love,
the ability of understanding other's feeling somehow is something i can't master. but God knows i've tried. if in the process there's been some slips, i hope you understand...
before you get so pissed, i want you to know...i wasn't born smart..every lesson in life, i learnt through errors and mistakes...and it's not as easy as you said. you might feel the pain i've caused...but i feel it even worse because everytime i made mistake..everytime i hurt people, i felt like i have failed the test. i felt like such an idiot. God knows i've tried, sweetheart...but in my case errors and failures is inevitable. will you still be there when it gets rocky and you don't feel like forgiving to me? because most people in my life chose to leave...will you be one of them?
my dear love,
i'm sorry for not being who you want me to be...but God knows i'd try....
just stay...and i'd bleed myself to try if it's what it takes.
